Awkward! At least that’s how this situation felt.
Dude was a total hunk and I was hot for him even before first date.
I might not have spoken to him enough to get into his head. That’s the only way to explain my suddenly flat libido when the condom was in my hand and I was slipping it over his dick…
This is just the most uncomfortable situation I have ever been in. I do not even understand how!
This very physically gorgeous man with the big African lips, thug face, generous affection and heavy step. The one all the girls I know were crazy about, the one I had spent hours of days and months chatting up and going as far as lying about being in love with. Getting him to profess his love and discussing life with! This hunk I had gotten to fall into the labyrinths of love, this man who feeds on my laughter and breathe.
Why is my libido going so dry in the face of his erection?
And how do I tell him? That after several dates and turning the heat up notches, after the mutual chase, pounce, kill, I didn’t want the game. This rare good game before me on a silver platter.
Has any of you ever experienced this? A cooling of desire too cold to understand or resurrect?
Was he too eager? Was the game too easy? How do I even say that? This felt mutual but my blood is cold in the middle of our first night together. Help!
Was the dick too pee wee? Shall I shut up, bear it and never return? But it would feel like personal disservice!
Grab clothes and run? Who has ever experienced this? And how did you solve that sticky situation?