Here’s some background. I’m a few months shy of 42 years old, a mother of two – a 21-year-old-level-300 daughter and a 5-year old son with Down syndrome.
I was raped by a friend which led to the conception of my daughter and that put me of relationships until I met my son’s dad. We started out as friends (and maybe should have remained so), because the relationship ended with him walking out of our lives and never looking back when our son was born and diagnosed with Down syndrome. I concluded that the relationship was officially over when my son turned two.
Clearly, from the above, you can see I have not really had that much sex. I convinced myself I will only have sex in a committed relationship, nothing casual or with a with a married man. However, I am a grown woman who is doing everything right (being a great mom to my kids, holding down a job and constantly developing my self) other than having sex! I have had some satisfying sexual experiences (however brief they may have been) and know what I’m missing out on. I have sexual needs which have been shelved for so long…God knows the oxytocin will do me a lot of good (hehehehe).
My goal for this intimate part of my life is to explore my sexuality and not to overthink the possible sexual encounters that come my way this year. I want to give myself the opportunity to feel like a woman and not just someone’s mother (I love my munchkins, but I think it’s time I let the woman in me go to town?)
I want to give myself the permission to feel sexy, attractive, fun…long story short, I’m looking forward to some excitingly toe-curling and back-arching orgasmic sexual experiences this year. Do I know or have a plan for this goal? I have been out of the game for so long I have no clue and scared out of my mind, but I know it is time.
Fellow Adventurers, share your suggestions on how this woman can bring her game on and get me some you-know-what…….
Yours in adventures,