This motherhood gig does very peculiar things to your body. Takes a while to get used to it!
My baby was about 4 months old when I became sexually active again. It was the December holidays and all these “summer bunnies” were coming home…including my high school sweetheart! Now, you have to understand why this was exciting to me. Firstly, as a teenager, I was madly and deeply in love with this guy but also equally if not more terrified of my mother and the consequences of getting pregnant. So we never had sex. Secondly, I had spent most of the year being pregnant and giving birth so had been through quite a dry sexual period. Then, thanks to the gods of the internet, we had found each other and he was visiting me from the diaspora also known as London. Me with the dripping boobs, swollen eyes from lack of sleep and a body still traumatized by the experience of childbirth was going to be a sexual being!
So here I was ready to get my groove on. He arrived at my place all tall, dark and handsome just like I remembered him from 20 years back. I wanted to jump him right there and then but then I had to behave, be a mummy and wait for the kids to sleep. And then it was time! He got out of the shower feeling a bit self-conscious because that is how unaware he is of his own gorgeousness. “You won’t be needing this”, I told him..as I yanked the towel off him. Now, my dear friends, I am not one to marvel at the size of dicks but this brother was well hang. I had a moment of self-doubt wondering if I would be able to handle it! But the thought of him in me was too much..ai! I was very wet by this time…and he had not even touched me yet. He quickly undressed me and had his tongue all over me….the back of my neck, my torso, thighs, legs and eventually to my pussy. Woi, I can’t even say what I was feeling at this time! All I knew was that my life would never be fully satisfied if I did not have him in me like right then. So I pushed him to my side and sat on him…. getting his dick all the way into me and riding him. Like he was reading from a script I had previously prepared for him, he had his fingers around my clit…stroking it with every movement I made. Before long, I could feel myself coming, hard! And as I was in the throes of the coming, I realized that there were more fluids than what I was used to because my breasts shot milk all over us like a geyser!!! Eish!
Needless to say, the rest of my friend’s stay was spent getting that balance between having my body play reproductive purposes while remaining sexual!