Hurt Me. I Want You.

Photography by Cindy Leah

Yes, baby, I can tell that feels good. You’re screaming my name, your hips bucking and your juices splashing onto my belly. I love how explosive your orgasm is. Instead of gripping the sheets though, scratch my back or my arm on either side of you. Dig your nails into my skin, etch your pleasure unto me and draw my blood. Feel how hot it runs for you. 

No, my love, you’re not hurting me. Well, yes, it hurts but I want it. I want you. I want the delicious pleasure that comes from the pain you cause me. Drive your heels into my lower back and draw me closer to you. Pull my head down and bite my neck. No, that’s not quite right. Sink your teeth into my flesh. Pretend you’re a starved vampire and I’m the only human for miles. Lick my skin; feel the impressions your teeth have left. Yes, baby, mark your territory.

Hug my body to yours as the pleasure travels through you. Hold me as your breath tries to return to normal. I love the feel of your skin against mine.  My belly and the sheets are damp with your cum. The room smells like you, and I’m heady with it. The dick is still in you. I pull away so I can discard it. A soft gasp escapes you as it squelches out your body. 

Tell me to lick it. Tell me to taste you, to revel in the gift of your essence.  ‘Yes, Mami,’ I’ll say, and do as you instruct, all the while holding your gaze. You get that look in your eyes that means after a glass of water and a quick clean-up, you’re going to fuck me and hurt me some more. You don’t say a word, but I whimper in anticipation.

I ask your permission to stop tasting you, but only because I want to get you something to drink. I’m unsteady on my feet, both from anticipation and the wear of fucking you like you wanted me to. It takes me just a little longer than usual to get your drink. I have to steady myself. By the time I return, you’re wearing your favourite dick to fuck me with. My pussy gets even wetter. 

While you drink your water, I strip the bed of the cum-soaked sheets. I don’t resist the urge to bury my face in them and take a deep breath. You roll your eyes at me. I shrug. I spread a blanket over the bed and wait for you to instruct me. You tell me to get on, lie down and spread my legs. You enter me without preamble. Fuck yes. I want you now. 

Fuck me hard, Mami. Hold my neck and squeeze hard as your dick stretches my pussy. Yes, just like that. Fuck me until I feel your dick in my throat. The sounds our bodies make as your pelvis thrusts into mine fill the room. The bed is creaking with how fucking amazing you’re fucking me, Mami.

Squeeze my neck harder. I love it when you tell my body when to breathe. Let go of my neck only to slap my face hard. God, yes! Hear how hard you make me moan? Feel my body quake beneath yours. Ask me if I want more. I’ll shout yes when you do. Of course, I want more. Don’t you know the pain you give me is a drug and I’m hopelessly addicted? You turn me on so much with how you hurt me. See, my nipples are so hard; it would be a travesty if you didn’t pinch and twist them. Harder, just a bit more… Yes! You have to choke me again to stifle the sound that would come out of my throat. I’m not complaining, though. Oh, Mami, you drive me nuts with how well you love my body.

Deny me my orgasm, even though I want it badly. Pull your dick out my pussy and put it into my mouth. Fuck my mouth until I gag, and then fuck my mouth some more. Hold my hair and pull me up. Tell me to get on my knees and suck your dick. You know I love being on my knees for you. Slap my face when I pull away to catch my breath. I love the gentle way you stroke my hair after you give me pain. I almost weep at how well you know what to do to me. 

My pussy is dripping, and I want to beg you to make me cum. I won’t, because you lift my chin with a finger and bend down to kiss me so gently that I forget how to speak. You bite my lip; I smile against your mouth. My little slut, you murmur. ‘Yes, Mami,’ I murmur back. Please fuck me again, Mami. You stand upright again and shove your dick into my mouth. All nine inches won’t fit, but I try enthusiastically anyway. Your hand is in my short hair, guiding my mouth. I love it. 

You’re being gentle. You know I don’t want gentle tonight. You’re teasing me. You pull away and jerk my head back so I can’t suck your dick anymore. I whimper. You tilt my head to the right and your other hand slaps my raised cheek. Oh fuck yes. You tell me to turn around. I do. You push me roughly so I’m now on all fours. I know it’s coming, but the anticipation does nothing to reduce how good it feels when your palm connects with my ass cheek. My other cheek gets the same treatment. I put my ass up in the air for you.

It surprises me when you bite me, and I make a sound. You love my ass with your teeth and tongue and lips. You hold my hips to keep me from moving. My body can’t be still, not with all the pleasure you’re giving it. You kiss me, bite the spot hard and then lick and suck it. You’re thorough with your loving, and no part of my ass is left untouched. When you spread my cheeks and your tongue dips into the crack, I let out a long moan. I wasn’t expecting such pleasure. 

You eat my ass so well, I almost cum. You won’t let me cum. You stop long enough for my pleasure to wane, and then your finger is entering my tight hole. Fuck. The singular word passes my lips interspersed with a moan. You know how slutty your fingers in my ass make me feel. You know I like it even more when your fingers get my ass all ready for your dick. Fuck, this is about to be so fun.  You fuck my ass slowly with one finger, then two. By the time you’re up to three, I can’t stop moaning. Fuck, you make me feel so good. 

I’m not above begging, which is what I do when your fingers still their movement. Your response is to spank me and take your fingers out of my body completely. I feel the cool metal of the butt plug and I groan. You really intend to keep my orgasm as far away from my body as possible in every delicious way. 

Breathe, you remind me, because you know I forget to sometimes when you put my body in overdrive. The whole plug is in, and you check with me to see if I’m okay. ‘Yes, Mami,’ I say. Please. Fuck me, Mami, I beg. 

You call me a slut and I swear to God I preen. I’m dripping for you, Mami. Fuck me again, till I can’t take any more. Enter me slowly and gently the way you do just before you fuck me senseless. I’m a patient little slut. I don’t want slow and gentle, but I know my patience will be rewarded. 

A few more gentle strokes and then you dig your nails into my hips and slam into me. I cry out. Don’t make me gag you, you warn. You do it again and I bite the blanket to silence my pleasure. My tits bounce with my body’s movement, and the rapid brushing of my sensitive nipples against the soft blanket is a huge turn-on. 

Bend over slightly and scratch my back. Yes, I know it’s still tender from when you scratched me earlier, but I don’t mind at all. I want it; I want more. You slam into me again at the same time you turn on the butt plug’s vibration function. Sweet mother of God, I’m going to cum.

Don’t you dare. The command is spoken tersely. Damn, Mami, you torture me so. You cum when I tell you to. 

You keep fucking me as you speak and every nerve ending in my body is intensely alive. I don’t think I’ll be able to obey your order this time, Mami. If you keep fucking me like this, I’m going to collapse into a whimpering heap of acute pleasure. I try desperately to hold back my orgasm. It’s wound tight in my belly, my toes are curling and my nails are biting into my palms from how hard I’m balling them into fists. 

You want me to fail at holding back, which is why I desperately try to. Don’t. you. dare. Each word is punctuated by a thrust of your hips. Perhaps I’ll succeed another day. Today isn’t the day, not with the butt plug vibrating in my ass and your dick molesting my pussy. I lose it. My orgasm is loud and I’m certain the neighbours are quite annoyed with us by now.

I collapse onto the bed, a moaning and quivering mess of mindless pleasure. You let me go. Look at what you do to me, Mami. See how you make me lose control of my body. I know I’m going to get punished for the unsanctioned orgasm. I know you’re going to find a painfully delicious way to make me regret disobeying you, and I’m going to love it. 

For now, though, hold me close as I try – and fail – to catch my breath. Stroke my hair and tell me you’re here. Kiss my forehead and call me your perfect little slut. Let my body curl into yours as it recovers from surrendering to you. Worry about the little welts on my skin from you scratching me, even though I’ve reassured you many times before that I love seeing the results of the pain you give me. 

When my breath is steady again, remind me that I came without your permission. Hear my breath catch when you threaten me with the whip you bought me as a birthday gift. Chuckle at my eagerness to feel its bite on my skin. Kiss my nose as I drift into a deep, sated sleep, my body utterly spent from your onslaught. Tell me you love me, and chuckle again at my attempt to say it back through my sleepy haze. 

Put me to sleep, Mami, with the sweet, sweet pain you give me. Hurt me, I want you. 

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