Kissing your lips
the edge of your chin
the pulse in your neck
the curve of your collarbone
the tip of your nipple
Tracing with my tongue
nipple to other nipple
circles & swirls
Teasing with my fingers
…
…
(Your naked body is so beautiful, I’ll always remember the first time we were naked together)
I want endless time to explore the inside of your pussy,
with my tongue, my fingers,
feel the textures
find all your pleasure points
Commit to memory
what makes you scream
what makes you start to shake
what makes you melt into pussy juice
what makes your eyes roll back in numbing pleasure
what makes you ask for more
(I’d draw a mental map of all these places and make a game of how many paths to orgasm I can take you on)
(I love that sex with you is at our own pace. It’s hard to be a late in life future-lesbian. Impostor syndrome on steroids. Very few examples to go by, even fewer people to openly talk about it with. With you, I have none of that. Feels like me & you and nothing else exists. Like that day in your apartment. It was gloriously orgasmic)
Back to endless sex with you
Perhaps outdoors next time
Closer to you, I’m overdue some new memories
in places I loved once
Maybe by the lake, under a full moon
You are laid out on your back
Naked
(your naked body is so fucking beautiful)
Nipples pointing up, pointy AF because it’s breezy
& you are alive with pleasure
I can feel the energy vibrating from you
Your breathing is deep and happy
I’m dying to touch you, but somehow
Watching you feels like the only thing I
need to be doing in this moment
You are bathing in my adoration
You can feel it flow freely through me
It makes you hornier, makes you more
alive
Now I want to touch you
I want to consume you, I want all of you
In my hands, in my mouth, in all of my
Being
In my mind, I take out the map I made earlier
Alice in wonderland, I’m Alice
Your body is my wonderland
(choose your adventure)
I start with two fingers in your pussy
Finger fuck you lightly,
Curl my fingers slowly,
I’m watching you and it’s glorious
You are so beautiful
I love to make you feel good
I want to kiss your lips and your nipples
I can’t choose
So, how about I put my fingers in your mouth
Taste yourself, as i lick your nipples that you know I love
Lick, bite, fill my mouth with your whole entire breast
Put my fingers back inside you
Let them walk to all the places I can reach
I won’t rub your clit just yet
But I’ll tease you about it,
Imagine I am a tsunami of pleasure &
you are caught in it
Caught in me
All your parts (my favourite of your parts)
are stimulated all at once
(lips, neck, breasts, nipples, clit,
inside of your pussy)
Inside the tsunami is me – my mouth, my
hands, all of my body
***
I want to do a photoshoot with you
We don’t show your face
Just parts of your body
How I see you
How you receive pleasure
How different parts of you respond to
different kinds of sexual stimuli
Your breasts & nipples,
I’d love to bring to life my fascination with them
Your curves, so…
feminine (also glorious, divine)
Your arms so soft, feels so cute when you
wrap around me
I’d want to photograph our love & lust
Our mutual discovery of our gayness
How in love I am with being able to
please you
You need to see yourself how I see you
(& then we must show the world.
I can see it already,
an epic art installation…)
***
I love that I’m your first, (adds some perspective
to the fear that you feel)
I’m honoured
We deserve epic firsts
Firsts are forever
I’d love to take you to this place
By the lake, under the full moon,
lots of acacia trees & sometimes hippos
I’d love to fuck you outdoors, endlessly
I’d love for you to explore my body too
Make this first count (I’m nervous too)
I have no built-in ideas about what
lesbian love & lesbian sex should
look like,
So let’s find out together
(I’m not even a total lesbian)
(I’m weak for the dick)
Love,
Naba
(your girlfriend)
